Choices and consequences

[Intro] Yeah… I know saying sorry Doesn’t fix what I did. But I need you to hear me. [Verse 1] I fucking miss you, I want you to come home, I let everybody get inside my head when I should’ve known. They kept talking shit, and I believed every word, Instead of trusting the only person who was there when it hurt. If I call your phone, baby, please don’t decline, I know I wasted your love and I wasted your time. I got so much to say, but I don’t know where to start, Except I’m the one who took a good thing and tore it apart. [Pre-Chorus] You gave me every reason to stay, I found a hundred reasons to run. You kept choosing me every day, And I still chose everyone. [Chorus] It’s my fault that I fucked this up, It’s my fault that I broke your trust. It’s my fault that I chose their words Over everything between us. It’s my fault that I made you feel Like loving me was never enough. You were there when I had nothing, And I treated you like you were nothing. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I know sorry isn’t enough. It’s my fault. It’s my fault. I’m the reason we gave up. [Verse 2] Baby, I never appreciate the love while it’s mine, I only see what I had when I’m losing it every time. I pushed you away, then blamed you for leaving, Made you prove that you loved me while I gave you no reason. Those demons in my ear kept saying you would betray me, So I hurt you first, thinking somehow that would save me. But you weren’t my enemy, you were holding me together, And I traded something real for people who won’t be here forever. I listened, and I did it. I watched you pack your shit. I wanted you to stop me, But I acted like I didn’t. I said, “Fuck it, just leave,” When I wanted you to stay. Now I hear those words I said Every minute of the day. [Chorus] It’s my fault that I fucked this up, It’s my fault that I broke your trust. It’s my fault that I chose their words Over everything between us. It’s my fault that I made you feel Like loving me was never enough. You were there when I had nothing, And I treated you like you were nothing. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I know sorry isn’t enough. It’s my fault. It’s my fault. I’m the reason we gave up. [Bridge — Instrumental Drops Back] I gave you up For people who gave up on me. I gave you up When you were all I fucking needed. I gave you up, All up. I gave you up, All up. Threw it all away, All away. Threw it all away, All away. You gave me love. I gave you pain. You gave me trust. I gave it away. [Emotional Build] And I know you don’t owe me another chance. I know I don’t deserve another dance. I know I can’t undo every night you cried, Or take back every time I called your truth a lie. But if there’s anything left underneath the damage, Anything alive beneath the ashes, I swear I’ll stop letting broken people choose Who I love And who I lose. [Final Chorus] It’s my fault that I fucked this up, It’s my fault that I broke your trust. It’s my fault that I chose their words When I should’ve been choosing us. It’s my fault that I made you feel Like loving me was never enough. You were there when I had nothing, You were the only one I could trust. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. Even if you’ve had enough. It’s my fault. It’s my fault. I destroyed the thing I loved. [Outro] If I call your phone… You don’t have to pick up. I just needed you to know It was never your fault. It was mine.