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[INTRO … DISTANT / PITCHED] Here I am alone again… in my room… with you. Or whatever’s left of you. Where are you? Where are you? [BEAT DROPS … LOW 808 / BROKEN VOCAL CHOPS] [HOOK … MELODIC / DESPERATE] WHERE ARE YOU? I can’t feel you anymore I keep reaching through the dark like I’ve done a thousand times before I’M RIGHT HERE calling to you but nothing ever answers me I sold my soul just to stand in the presence of your grace Now even God won’t look at me [VERSE 1 … EMO TRAP] Two missed calls, 3 A.M. your name still living in my phone I know you’re gone I know you’re gone why the fuck don’t I feel alone? Your side of the bed stays cold but I still leave you room Funny how somebody disappears and still takes everything with them too I been talking to the ceiling like maybe it talks to you Telling it shit I never said when saying it still mattered to you [PRE-CHORUS … BUILDING] Tell me… Was I too late? Was I too much? Did I hold so hard I turned love into a crutch? I would tear heaven open if I thought you’d come through So… WHERE ARE YOU? [HOOK … FULL] WHERE ARE YOU? I can’t feel you anymore I keep reaching through the dark like I’ve done a thousand times before I’M RIGHT HERE calling to you bleeding every word into this room I sold my soul just to stand in the presence of your grace And I’d sell what’s left if it brought me back to you ━━━━[ I×I ]━━━━ [BREAKDOWN … SCREAMED / 808 DISTORTION] I’M. RIGHT. HERE. I GAVE THE DEVIL MY NAME I GAVE HEAVEN MY DEBT I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING IN ME WHAT THE FUCK WAS LEFT? WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU?! [BEAT CUTS] All that answers… is the reticence of my pain. [FINAL VERSE … HALF-SUNG] Maybe that’s the cruelest part you don’t haunt me like before Your memory used to kick the walls now it barely finds the door And I should call that healing but it feels too much like loss ’Cause losing you once broke me losing the feeling… cost more. [FINAL HOOK … FEMALE HARMONY ENTERS] WHERE ARE YOU? I can’t feel you anymore and I never thought I’d miss the way it hurt before I’M RIGHT HERE but I don’t know who I’m calling for tonight I sold my soul to live inside your grace Now I’m begging just to remember what it felt like when you were mine. [OUTRO … PIANO / 808 FADES] Here I am… alone again… in my room… without you.