The Get-Away Driver

Engine’s on. I’m outside. They said ten minutes, it’s been five. I keep looking at the door Like where are my folk? like somebody with a camera going to pop out and tell me it was all a joke. I said I’d drive nd now I'm here holding the keys Felt abstract til now I'm in the drivers seat If I stay If I stay If I stay I can never really drive away Okay what can i say i wanna go oh i wanna go home but I still stay The way a promise turns into a trap I'm a ride or die And a panic attack They’re inside doing wrong I can’t breathe What's taking so long I keep rehearsing for the drive home I helped make this plan But not on my own I could put it in drive. I could disappear. But the thought of their faces “Why isn't she here?" and I already know how that gets me inside Feelin some typa way And I know it would stay for the rest of my life I hold the keys I hold the keys A choice is in front of me If I leave If I leave If I leave They will take the fall without me If I stay If I stay If I stay I can never really drive away Okay Okay Okay So I will stay My heart is exploding Hands shake on the wheel The dizziness started when it stopped feeling real What a relief Not that big of a deal The bank wont suffer It wont miss a meal I’m still waiting Engine’s still running. From somewhere outside I can hear myself humming If I stay If I stay If I stay I can never really drive away Okay what can i say i wanna go oh i wanna go home but I still stay A choice is in front of me I'm going to stay stay stay I will drive us away Away Away it will all be okay Time to get away