
[Intro] [verse 1] Bloodstains on my pillow from the tears that I've cried. How can I make you truly understand. Feel my glass heart shatter in your hands, I spend my days surrounded by pain. [chorus] Why do I hurt so much, When I’m not even sure? When will I stop kidding myself? Deny it all you want, I promised to always be there. You're an addiction that won't disappear, I want to cry out I don’t know how to feel. All I know is that a part of me is dying, I don’t know how to deal. [verse 2] I’m tired of trying to face all my fears, to figure out what is fake or real. Release my broken heart from your cold sweaty palms, Feels as if... I can not go on Eyes of stone...secrets unknown And emptiness lingers in my soul. [chorus 2] Why do I hurt so much, When I’m not even sure? When will I stop kidding myself? Deny it all you want, I promised to always be there. Your an addiction that won't disappear, I want to cry out I don’t know how to feel. All I know is that a part of me is dying, I don’t know how to deal. I don't know! [metal guitar solo] [pre-chorus, verse 3] It's been storming all through my mind, In my dreams...you never die Falling down in this crying sky Asking for the last breathe...it don't feel real... I have to say goodbye. [chorus] I know why it hurts so much When you're killing yourself. Deny it all you want, You promised to always be there. Your a dependence that has disappeared, I want to cry out I really struggle to feel. All I know is that you are dying, I don’t know how to deal. [outro] (I don't know!) I want to cry out.