Killing Time [SSC8, USA]

It ain't fair No not at all I'm gaspin' for air You're havin' a ball Left me holding what You didn't want to feel You called it nothing, Not a big deal In case it wasn't clear And yeah, I see... Figured it out An untimely truth Cause... yeah, Knowing it hurt You didn’t care Only what you want Until it’s gone... yeah Yeah... I see it now Clearer than before You don't get to call it love When you close the door Yeah... I see it now What it really was You just wanted something easy Never something real enough You needed chaos, I cried alone Now I see clearly what you couldn’t hold Just a game to you Said I took it too far But I was a person You played like a card It ain't normal To walk out after Ten years... you were Just killing time Say we meant something Don't rewrite the past You don't get to leave Like we wouldn't last In case it wasn't clear And yeah, I figured it out... Figured it out An untimely truth Cause... yeah, Knowing it hurt You didn’t care Only what you want Until it’s gone... yeah Guess that's who you are Yeah... I see it now Clearer than before You don't get to call it love When you close the door Yeah... I see it now What it really was You just wanted something easy Never something real enough