Lyrics
I used to write your name to test a pen The ink held better than our hands did I always thought about what a shame it was I think it's time that I ripped the bandaid off I'm feeling tired of being lost in my thoughts It's such a shame that I'm mourning these thoughts Of you... These thoughts of you... How can I decide what's right, When you're clouding up my mind? All the time... Yeah, all the time Rereading pages that you would've burned Counting the lessons that I never learned I'm ashamed at how foolish I was I'm ashamed for giving you my trust I know, you know—we both know It's such a shame that I didn't know How wrong all of it could've gone Before I lost what I thought I wanted I used to write your name to test a pen The ink held better than our hands did I always thought about what a shame it was I think it's time that I ripped the bandaid off I'm feeling tired of being lost in my thoughts It's such a shame that I'm mourning these thoughts Of you... These thoughts of you... How can I decide what's right, When you're clouding up my mind? All the time... Yeah, all the time The truth hid so well in your eyes Lie after lie It's time that I say my goodbyes For real this time I know, you know—we both know It's such a shame that I didn't know How wrong all of it could've gone Before I lost what I thought I wanted (It's such a shame...) (Yeah, such a shame...)