monster

I can't remember a time when I can't remember what happened I can't remember a day when I can't remember it all again I can't remember now I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm here I can't remember past the fear [Chorus] It all comes back It stays It all comes back Always It all comes back It always stays It all comes back It all comes back [verse] I can't remember what it's like I can't remember my own life I can't remember anymore I can't remember I don't keep score [verse] I don't remember Or I don't want to I don't know how To hold on to [verse] If I look back It slips away like water Why do I still look For a monster [refrain] You stole You stole from me I'll never get back what you stole From me [Bridge] Still I I still wanted to see Some one there Someone underneath Someone deserving of love from me And I never found I could never see [Chorus] It all comes back It stays It all comes back Always It all comes back It always stays It all comes back It all comes back [verse] Where do I look For a monster If I stop I'm an impostor Why do I look to remember Why can't I finally surrender Why do I look for a monster Why can't I ever remember [refrain] You stole from me I'm never gonna be whole again I see You stole You stole from me [Chorus] It all comes back It stays It all comes back Always It all comes back It always stays It all comes back It all comes back