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PublicMEDICINE CABINET [With Foggy X]
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Subtitles ready[Intro] [Chorus: Stara / Foggy X] I never said The things you said That I wanted You got it all twisted, haunted now I’m sick and my inner child’s screaming, hiding Broken, crying While I’m slowly dying Ohhhh [Verse: INSIDER] Xanax and the acid keep my memories detached. Every second weekend you were busy with your crowds. Raiding out your cabinets for anything to catch, Anything to stop my anger getting out. You can take the credit for the way I learned to rap. I don't even have the fucking energy to care. Take it for the baggie sitting here up in my lap. Take it for the days that you were never even there. I don't even hate you I don't have the will to fight. Ain't it funny what my subconscious tries to find. Dreamt you said you're sorry in the middle of the night. Woke up. Left that fucking fantasy behind. [Chorus: Stara / Foggy X] I never said The things you said That I wanted You got it all twisted, haunted now I’m sick and my inner child’s screaming, hiding Broken, crying While I’m slowly dying Ohhhh ohh ohh. [Verse: INSIDER] Washing down my uppers, barely pausing for a drink. Hearing my own voice and it just sounds a lot like yours. Pouring out a bottle just to see if I can think. Looking at the holes I put in all the bedroom doors. Used to see you loading up your van to do a show. Now I got an audience that listens to me speak. Wonder if they hear you in my rhythm and my flow. Wonder if they know I haven't eaten in a week. So tell 'em I should thank you for the genes that I got. Tell 'em that my talent is a family disease. Leave out how your liver and the stomach start to rot. Leave out how you left me afraid of what I'd be. Kept on turning to the drinks. [Bridge: INSIDER] You aren't even here. You haven't been in years. All those conversations in my head, I can't remember what you said. [Chorus: Stara / Foggy X] I never said The things you said That I wanted You got it all twisted, haunted now I’m sick and my inner child’s screaming, hiding Broken, crying While I’m slowly dying (It's my fault.) Ohhhh ohh ohh.