Where Do I Belong?

I wear my name like a coat Too big in the sleeves I smile at the room Then go quieter than the moon… I wear every borrowed face Try them on like clothes But nothing ever lands On the skin below… My room knows my silence My phone knows my doubt I laugh when I should But the words won’t come out Maybe I’m not broken Maybe there’s a place That was made for me too Where do I belong? Where do I belong? If I’m here, then why Do I feel so wrong? Where do I belong? Where do I belong? Say it to my face Am I holding on? I try to make a place Out of these fractured days But every room turns thin And lets the silence in If I stay long enough Will the edges align? Will somebody see me Save me a place in the line? Maybe I’m not broken Maybe the shape of me Takes time to come through Where do I belong? Where do I belong? If I’m here, then why Do I feel so wrong? Where do I belong? Where do I belong? Say it to my face Am I holding on? I learned how to nod When the talk runs ahead I got good at pretending I’m one of them instead I know all the faces Still feel out of frame Like I got to the table And can't find my place Where do I belong? Where do I belong? If I’m here, then why Do I feel so wrong? Where do I belong? Where do I belong? Say it to my face Am I holding on? "They speak in easy lights I move in broken lines But under the noise There’s a room in my chest With a chair by the window And my name I forget…"