Starving for You

Don't look back... Just... don't look back... Don't look back... Just... don't look back... --- ## **Verse 1** I’m zipping your dress and my hands are shaking I’m counting the seconds and my heart is aching. You’re checking your hair, looking over your shoulder While the room gets small and the air gets colder. He’s waiting downstairs, honking the horn While I’m standing here, hollow and torn. His headlights cut through the window blinds, Dragging your shadow away from mine. He's waiting outside... I'm frozen inside. Watching forever Walk out the door. --- ## **Pre-Chorus** You tell me you love him, you tell me you’re fine While you’re leaning your weight into mine. It’s a "best friend" hug, it’s a "sisterly" kiss... How the hell do you not feel this? --- ## **Chorus** Damn... I'm starving for you. I've got nothing left But the truth. He holds your hand Like it belongs to him. While I disappear Underneath your skin. Damn... I'm starving for you. Break every promise That keeps you there. You're living straight— While your heart Leads you here. I'M DONE BITING MY TONGUE! YOU CALL THIS LOVE— I CALL IT RUNNING! EVERY TIME YOU CHOOSE HIS NAME— YOU SET MY WHOLE WORLD ON FIRE! (BREAK!) LOOK AT ME! LOOK AT ME! LOOK AT ME!! (BREAK!) LOOK AT ME! LOOK AT ME! LOOK AT ME!! We’re drunk on the couch and he’s passed out cold I’m watching the way that your story’s told. Your head’s on my lap and your eyes are closed And I’m closer to you than anyone knows. I could kiss you right now, I could end the lie... But I’d rather just sit here and slowly die. \\ Maybe I'm the ghost. Maybe I'm the wound. Maybe I'm every secret You refuse to tell. If loving you Means disappearing— Then why Can't I let go? Why... Can't... I... Let... Go... I hate him for having what he doesn't want I hate the way that your shadows haunt. I’m the ghost in your bed, I’m the itch in your skin Just let me out or let me in. I’m screaming your name without making a sound... While you’re burying me in the ground. I WON'T BE YOUR SECRET! I WON'T BE YOUR SHAME! IF I'M YOUR FIRE— THEN SAY MY NAME! SAY MY NAME! SAY MY NAME! Damn... I'm starving for you. You say he's enough... You swear you're okay. Then you fall into my arms Like you almost stayed. One little kiss... One little lie... Tell me— How don't you feel this? Damn... I'm starving... I'm starving... I'm starving for you. I'm starving for you. I