Lyrics
[Verse 1] I didn't notice how quiet the room had become Until you smiled and all the noise disappeared. Funny how somebody I've barely known that long Can leave a silence louder than anything I fear. I wear a calm face like it's stitched into my skin, But underneath it, everything keeps coming loose. You never promised me forever in the first place, So why does every part of me still wait for you? [Buildup] Call a doctor... Something's wrong beneath my ribs. Every time I tell myself I'm getting over this, I end up right back where you live. Call a doctor... Tell me how to make it stop. How can one pair of eyes keep pulling me underwater When they're already gone? [Drop] [Instrumental] [Verse 2] I keep your shadow where my better judgment used to be. It's getting harder to remember what I sounded like before. Maybe love isn't a fire—maybe it's a slow leak, Leaving little pieces of yourself across the floor. Everybody says that time is always on your side, But clocks don't know what it's like to miss somebody's touch. If healing means forgetting every version of your face, Maybe I don't really want to heal that much. [Buildup] Call a doctor... I'm running out of air. I never thought somebody could disappear so softly And still be everywhere. Call a doctor... Nothing's helping now. If this isn't love, then tell me what to call it, Because I don't know how. [Drop 2] [Instrumental] [Outro] Maybe I'll wake up one morning And your name won't echo through every room. Until then, I'll keep pretending My heart still remembers how to beat without you.