Lyrics
[Spoken] I never knew what it was called (Not true, Lied to self) Never let myself believe (Protection from pain) What was right in front of me (Ready to admit?) As the memories are recalled [Verse 1] You put the never ending pain staining my vision Once is all it takes to make my skin crawl with disease Under your grip i'm faltering and blaming myself Reaching, pleading for a way out of my self derision [Verse 2] Any dream I have with you is a sick sex nightmare Pestering my stained soul with your blighted intrusion Emptying your essence within the body of me Demanding, taking access to something I do not share [Pre-chorus] Make it stop, please End the dirty feeling, please [Chorus] Ignoring the words I said Begging for it to end Pinning me to the bed Sheets drenched, tears shed Was it my fault? Was I not loud enough? WHY'D YOU HAVE TO VIOLATE ME? [Verse 3] Little touches making me flinch like skin made acid Can't stand the silence alone cause it's quite deafening Looking over my shoulder running from your specter Won't, can't control the impulse to wipe my skin till rancid [Verse 4] Nothing seems to work anymore stopping the flashes Of what you did to me with brutal forceful entry Gleefully pushed deep as I cried and retreated in Forced, Desecration inside the tainted body imposing crashes [Pre-Chorus] (Did you enjoy it?) (Was it good for you?) (All you had to do was listen) (All you had to do was stop.) [Chorus] Ignoring the words I said Begging for it to end Pinning me to the bed Sheets drenched, tears shed Was it my fault? Was I not loud enough? WHY'D YOU FUCKING R*** ME? [End]