Teetotaled

god grant me the strength
 to be a weakling. 

 i can drive my own damn self off road straight into a telephone pole just sit back, honey leave the steering to me kick up your piggies, relax, the show’s about to begin you got a choice front row seat to my stunning self defeat. 
 i don’t need anything or anyone to know my value as a pawn. 
open up that throttle or we’ll never get past the self destruction. toss another bottle or we’ll never get the courage to molotov this cocktail I’m just one girl what can I do? 
I’m insecure what’s your excuse? 
 I’m just one worm 
and when it rains 
i crawl the earth I drown in vain. ¿Tú hablas inglés? God grant me the strength to kick my own ass i guess pride comes before the fall i’m still waiting on that particular call slow down now, honey leave momentum to gravity if we’re constantly tumbling
 we can always catch ourselves
 just before the stumbling

 where I’m from… we call that walking. 

I don’t need a gold star
 or anybody’s heart to know the value 
of my old scars. sit and watch the turtles in the red light on a moonless evening see how they struggle stop trying to relate or ascribe deeper meaning. 
open up that throttle or we’ll never get past the self destruction. throw another bottle or we’ll never get the courage to molotov this cocktail 

I’m just one girl what can I do? 
I’m insecure what’s your excuse? 
I’m just one worm
 and when it rains
 i crawl the earth I drown in vain. 

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