Lyrics
I woke up cold in a room that wasn't mine Heart doing backflips, till the end of times Laughing at myself, what a joke, what a scene Had to lose my dignity just to see what I mean I was king of the floor till the floor fell through Now I'm counting my sins like a busted review Mouth full of lies, pride in the sink Thought I was so hard, now I can't even think [Pre-Chorus] Funny how silence gets loud Funny being lost looks proud I saw my face in the tiles Teasing me with made up smiles [Chorus] Rock bottom called, I picked up Rock bottom called, I picked up Look at me now, still half-up Still here, still here, still.. fucked up! Rock bottom called, I picked up Rock bottom called, I picked up I almost left, what a setup Still here, still here, still.. fucked up! [Verse 2] My friends got tears, I got shame in a grin Acting like a martyr for the mess I was in I was selling my soul for a couple more highs Now the mirror got questions and I got lies Told myself, "You good," while I wasn't at all Tried to walk on a wire, then I tripped on the fall Irony hits when the bill comes due Spent my whole life running from the truth [Pre-Chorus] Funny how silence gets loud Funny being lost looks proud I saw my name on the walls Looked too small for it all [Chorus] Rock bottom called, I picked up Rock bottom called, I picked up Look at me now, still half-up Still here, still here, still.. fucked up! Rock bottom called, I picked up Rock bottom called, I picked up I almost left, what a setup Still here, still here, still.. fucked up! [Bridge] If I could laugh at the grave I dug I'd say, "Nice work, kid, real good luck" But the joke got old when my lungs went thin Now I pray with my fists just to let light in Not brave, not clean, just late to learn Had to hit that wall to watch me burn Then come back colder, come back true Less of a ghost, more of me and you [Final Chorus] Rock bottom called, I picked up Rock bottom called, I picked up Look at me now, still half-up Still here, still here, still.. fucked up! Rock bottom called, I picked up Rock bottom called, I picked up I almost left, what a setup Still here, still here, still.. fucked up! [Outro] Yeah, I laughed at the edge Now I respect it Still got scars, still got breath Still here to correct it