Broken For Life

[Intro] I still feel you here... [Verse 1] I still leave the light on Like you're finding your way home Still hear your voice at night When I'm sitting here alone And everybody tells me Time will let this go But what if all this hurting Is the last thing left to hold? [Pre-Chorus] Every scar still says your name Every tear still feels the same And I'm terrified that healing Means you fade away [Chorus] I don't wanna fall in love again If it means I lose what's left of this You still live inside my chest Inside every breath I get And I know this pain's destroying me But your memory's all that still survives So if healing means I lose you too Then leave me broken for life [Verse 2] I still stop when strangers laugh The way you used to in the car Still reach across cold sheets at night Like you aren't really gone that far And maybe that sounds crazy Maybe grief just never ends But loving someone after you Feels like betrayal in my hands [Pre-Chorus] Every room still holds your ghost Every silence hurts the most And moving on feels way too close To letting go [Chorus] I don't wanna fall in love again If it means I lose what's left of this You still live inside my chest Inside every breath I get And I know this pain's destroying me But your memory's all that still survives So if healing means I lose you too Then leave me broken for life [Bridge] Maybe grief is just love With nowhere left to run Maybe hearts don't really heal They just learn to carry someone And I'm scared that if I fix myself I'll wake up one day and find That losing all this pain somehow Means leaving you behind [Guitar Solo] [Final Chorus] I don't wanna fall in love again Don't wanna watch your memory end If you only live inside this pain Then let it stay Let it stay And I know it's slowly killing me But your love's the only thing that never died So if healing means I lose you now Then leave me broken Leave me broken Leave me broken inside [Outro] You're still all I have left...