Lyrics
[Intro - Distant violin, ambient static, faint background vocals humming] Yeah... Mm-mm... [Verse 1 - Soft violin, low bass drone, intimate vocals] Woke up heavy, same weight on my chest Another long night, never got no rest Mirror says I'm here, but I don't feel alive Just a shadow moving, barely getting by [Pre-Chorus - Rising strings, subtle percussion building tension] Every little word feels like a spark to a flame Got anger in my blood and exhaustion in my veins [Chorus - Heavy drums, heavy bass, distorted guitars, layered background vocals] I'm numb again, can't feel the rain Can't feel the hurt, can't feel the pain Running on empty, burning too fast Mad at the future, haunted by the past I'm tired of trying, tired of pretending Every road I take feels like it's ending Screaming so loud but nobody hears Just drowning in silence year after year [Verse 2 - Drums pull back, dark synth pads, echoing vocal effects] Got a head full of noise and a heart full of rust Don't know who to blame, don't know who to trust The days blur together, all gray and cold Too young to feel this tired, too tired to grow old [Bridge - Minimal piano, atmospheric reverb, emotional background choir] Maybe tomorrow won't look the same Maybe these scars won't spell my name But tonight I'm lost in the dark I made Fighting myself while I slowly fade [Build-Up - Heartbeat kick drum, rising synths, layered whispers] Fade... fade... fade... [Final Chorus - Massive drums, soaring guitars, powerful harmonies and ad-libs] I'm numb again, can't feel the light Can't find a reason to win this fight Running on fumes with nothing left Holding my breath, drowning in regret I'm numb again, that's all I know Watching the world while I let it go Mad at everything, tired to the bone In a crowded room, feeling so alone [Outro - Piano fades, distant vocal harmonies, ambient static slowly disappearing] So alone... So numb again...