Group Chat

I know that I’m not in the group chat with my friends And I guess that I shouldn’t do that call them friends I’m just a problem that they pass on c’est la vie They’ll never notice when I’m long gone they didn’t want me I never asked to be excluded Made me feel like I intruded If I dared to think inclusion was for me My friends and family didn’t want me Though it feels a little haunting I don’t know life any differently Melodramatic then too manic All my faces make them panic They tell me to just stop being depressed Go on dismiss me don’t regret it Won’t say sorry just forget it Feel the cleanest when alone in my mess I know that I’m not in the group chat with my friends And I guess that I shouldn’t do that call them friends I’m just a problem that they pass on c’est la vie They’ll never notice when I’m long gone they didn’t want me I’m not here trying to convince you It’s not me this time but I know that it is you I’ve had bad luck making choices got issues Attract the cutting voices grab me the tissues I know the things you think I lack And truth be told they make me laugh I looked past all your glaring flaws And I guess that’s where I went wrong I know that I’m not in the group chat with my friends And I guess that I shouldn’t do that call them friends I’m just a problem that they pass on c’est la vie They’ll never notice when I’m long gone they didn’t want me I’d rather be alone than with this tragic company I’m safer on my own than with those who would run from me I know I’m not a saint so I see sinners clearly And good is what you ain’t so I’m a winner nearly I’d rather be alone than with this tragic company I’m safer on my own than with those who would run from me I know I’m not a saint so I see sinners clearly And good is what you ain’t so I’m a winner nearly I know that I’m not in the group chat with my friends And I guess that I shouldn’t do that call them friends Said I’m a problem and they stayed wrong ‘til the end I didn’t notice when they’d all gone I didn’t need them