Oooooaaaah, ye, ye, la la lala, My heart, can't take no more... la la lala, My heart, can't take no more... la la lala, My heart, can't take no more... Can't take no..no..no more Coka, Addy, benzo, xanni, 'n' purple juice Coka, Addy, benzo, xanni, 'n' purple juice Dis aint wat I wanna do, But I cannot stop. [Verse 1] Sippin fizzy drank, Sizzurp from potent lizards, Head go blank Mind go numb... I dunn remember, All wrong. bring out mah fake tough laugh' Mags, guns, Uzi’s couldn’t stop my wrath, Blunt in hand, I laugh Buy out Times Square Ads For a message ‘bout.. Feelin’ un-well feelin' un-well isn't dat swell? (uh uhu uh) Been here before...takin' a sip 'n' wait foh da spell Floatin’ in hell, sippin’ fuel...l. Lie in bed, strollin mah head I lie all da time, In my thoughts i dwell... My.... My Mental shell Young strappin Lad holdin' back my demons yet , I Keepin’ secrets beatin these dumb chaps wi-wi-wit proper rap, Reaper breathin’ down my neck.. Da fact of da issue. [Hook x2] Izz nawt, it izz, it izz nawt easy bein me, Flawed human being, dozing my body my mind Everytime I get my chance.. romance killed my soul 'n' now I'm wired wrong Coka, Addy, benzo, xanni, 'n' purple juice Coka, Addy, benzo, xanni, 'n' purple juice Dis aint wat I wanna do, But I cannot stop. [Verse 2] Choked dreams, drug fiend, been dis since seven-teen Broke da plastic cap wit’ my teeth, same sour taste, same self-loathing in between shows Ain’t no.. no, more fun just delayin' my thoughts bein on da run. Room juss buzz, pulsating sounds. I can feel. My Phone dings. She text “u good?” I juss stare at the screen' Didn’t type nuttin’ just let it stay Blu...'n' now I feel da blues~ Tru truth lingers Fingers tingle, my mind mingles, wanders off, dis izz da start of da end I feel (uh uhu uh...) heard' bro died last week I ain't cry just stared at the text then got high that's what fucked me up not that he died it's that I felt nuttin' felt nuttin' and didn't even try everybody say slow down like I don't know some nights I take too much just to see if I wake up if I wake up~~ Burnt all my bridges, no moh, hood rat riches' Said I’d quit but that bitch' still winnin' (uh uhu uh...) Shoes on da rail, one toe peekin' My heart is screechin' dis roof ain’t dat crowd'ed just me breathin’ Let the wind hold me ... then I stopped leanin’ stopped leanin’ [Hook x2] Izz nawt, it izz, it izz nawt easy bein me, Flawed human being, dozing my body my mind Everytime I get my chance.. romance killed my soul 'n' now I'm wired wrong Oooooaaaah, la la lala, la la lala, la la lala, Coka, Addy, benzo, xanni, 'n' purple juice Coka, Addy, benzo, xanni, 'n' purple juice Dis aint wat I wanna do, But I cannot stop.