Drained

[verse 1] i'm tired of the same names running through my head tired of the same stories, every word already said every time they bring them up, i feel the pressure rise like i gotta carry people that i never asked to find i've been giving out my energy, giving out my time while they're taking little pieces till there's nothing left of mine i don't wanna hear the rumors, i don't wanna know the news i don't wanna see their faces, i don't wanna hear their views every conversation turns into another drain every little fucking detail starts to feel the same i'm already fighting battles that nobody can see so don't bring me their problems, let me breathe and let me be [hook] i'm tired, i'm tired, i don't wanna know keep their names away from me, let the whole thing go i'm tired, i'm tired, let me close the door i don't wanna see them, don't wanna hear no more don't tell me what they're doing, don't tell me where they went i don't need another story, don't need another event i've got nothing left to give, nothing left to prove if they're looking for my energy, i've got nothing left to lose [verse 2] i don't wanna check their pages, i don't wanna see their lives i don't wanna know who they're with or what they're doing tonight i don't wanna hear the updates, i don't wanna hear the names i don't wanna get involved in all their little fucking games let them talk behind my back, let them say whatever fits i don't have the fucking energy to answer any of it i've got peace that i'm protecting inside my head and i'm done letting other people's chaos paint it red i used to care about the things they had to say used to listen to their problems almost every day now i know protecting myself doesn't make me walk away i can leave them in the past and still be okay don't tell me if they miss me, don't tell me if they don't don't tell me what they promised, don't tell me what they won't i'm exhausted from the noise, from the drama, from the weight i'm choosing fucking silence, and i'm taking back my day [final hook] i'm tired, i'm tired, i don't wanna know keep their names away from me, let the whole thing go i'm tired, i'm tired, let me close the door i don't wanna see them, don't wanna hear no more don't tell me what they're doing, don't tell me where they went i don't need another story, don't need another event i've got nothing left to give, nothing left to prove keep your world away from mine, i've got my own to move i'm tired, i'm tired, let me finally breathe i don't need anybody draining what's still left in me