Overdose

Sippin' yesterday's moonshine Under yesterday's moonlight Thinkin' 'bout better days Memories blurred in a static haze (I don't mind, I don't mind) H.D Clarity is pain, fully overrated Can't face myself since I failed and faded Can't solve my problems I can't even try Nah, my story never been scripted right Disappear in my homies basement late at night Dissociate into cable movies like the the old times Hit replay repeat, refill my bowl, relight my pipe Half my drink left I need it full and multiplied by five One forty ounce glass Five lines of blue xanax Minutes turn into seconds Seconds turn to paralysis Living that half life Been seeing with half sight Living that fast life Last take... Last sight I'm over hope, it don't last right Last breath... Last light Overnight hit the flatline Overdose in the blue light Over, over, over, overdose Over, over, over, over, Ohhh Hold up, scene is changin' and not just on TV Hold up, why the main character look like me? Life plays back like IMAX Seventy millimeter Analyze and realize this screening made'A specially fo' me Roll up the film reel, I made too many mistakes Pause it right here, I need four or five more takes CUT! Don't wanna see all my actions and backlash Rewind right there, backtrack back before I crash Living that half life Been seeing with half sight Living that fast life Last take... Last sight I'm over hope, it don't last right Last breath... Last light Overnight hit the flatline Overdose in the blue light Over, over, over, overdose Over, over, over, over, Ohhh "Nine One One, Please Stand By" No autobiography, category is tragedy No character growth, hope, or chances to succeed Spoiler alert, roll credits, no one saves me Relatable, I didn't save me either, see? I'm the anti hero to my own damn life story Mind outta sight I'm shown in third person P.O.V This don't help me accept anythin', it's just depressin' me Writer producer and director, cut their salary Over, over, over, overdose Over, over, over, over, ohhh Over, over, over, overdose Over, over, over, over, ohhh Bright flash of white light See it with my full sight Screen turns to black night... ZAP! (Ambulence sirens, beeping) Huh. Lucky, luuucky me... One last take... Don't fuck it up. ... CUT!