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--------------------------------------------------------- Capturing a moment when opening up caused a collision of panic, a fear of being misunderstood, a pull to disappear, and a need for someone to just stay. Wrote it on the spot so it'll be on the raw side... --------------------------------------------------------- Thanks for listening and stopping by \u003c3 © 2026 Procrastopia This was a mistake Just questioning myself again and again Told im not broken Then I hear words like "severe" Sorry, what's the reality here? Why do people say one thing and do another Why do people do something and say another Yet in a safe place I'm supposed to open up Not play the game, so someone cares I'm so scared It's all in my head Why change now, I'ts not too late Say you're faking Say you're pretending Say you're making it up You just want attention Anything for some affection She'll pass you to someone new You scared her. Too expressive Trusted her. I don't know what to do Can feel them getting defensive Don't reply Redirect Lie Walk out You'll be found out Don't answer the call I won't make them go away Won't be made to think that way Why can't I just be me Why can't people just see me Why does there always have to be something to fix What am I doing Why am I doing this I'm so scared I barely trust anyone The ones I do either hurt me Or are too far away All I want is a hug, arms around me Telling me everything will be ok This can't be real But it's not another dream At least things go right in there Not like what this has been Please can I just hide Please make it go away Please can the world just stop Please, I don't want them to hurt me Inside © 2026 Procrastopia