a little here something more endless patience listen to the lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely from everyone else curate that home here for everyone else and for fucks sake how many times do you need to be told? this is something you should know by now you will never never never never never ever never ever never ever never never tell them i said never never never never never never never never tell them how unhappy how unhappy you are a teeny tiny sacrifice just a little concession hand out your kindness twice of course give more now some more be good be humble check in often make a note do not get lost in all your thoughts in all your wants do not be late do not forget do not create any regrets do not stumble be right be selfless just stay humble don't act helpless now act like you felt this like you like this like you want this like you chose this like you know there's consequences for yourself dont act so defensive you're so relentless don't be such a downer, nobody's out to get you, nobody's trying to hurt you now just calm down right now we said calm down and close your mouth do it for yourself now stop! it's for yourself now it's for yourself and herself and himself and they self and themself check your feelings get some help and now shelf that annoying little thing you used to call "you" do you realize how this makes you look? you're so defensive. why is that? your choice is only only only only only only only only only only only for yourself, but you made the wrong one, why would you want to do that? why would you even risk that? why would you ever make room for some one other than the ones who already have that...? love is not for the ones who never had it. don't make it a habit. who would act like that? do you know what they did? did you hear how they said? did you not know that or misunderstand that? the terrible things that, yes they did that, don't you understand that? what horrible thing that, never a reason to ever forgive that, you should know that, you should stop that, you should never give a second thought or chance at, or another glance at, it doesnt matter that kindness and forgiveness is how we move ahead, that's for everyone else, not for you and not for them, never that, not for the ones who actually need that, reserve your love for the ones that truly deserve that, never consider anyone for love if they havent shown that, or for any redemption, only give what you get back, love is a transaction that the poor are just bad at. if they could never afford that, they should never be afforded that. don't ever spread that. the only way you will ever get ahead in life is if you look out for just your self but make sure you remember that you have to do it for everyone else just like how we said ...or else!! and for FUCKS SAKE! never never never never never never never never never never never never tell them how unhappy you are I'm not unhappy. I'm not unhappy. Did you hear me? I'm not unhappy. I'm not unhappy. Is that better? I'm okay, I'm just great, I'm not unhappy, I'm not unhappy. yes, of course, i'm fine because I can accept that you needed to feel like you had control over something so you can pretend it's me.