Can't Drop the Guard

I’m not running away but I don’t really want to fight I’m not dropping my weapon but I don’t want you to die Cause I’ve let down the guard before And I ended up lying on the floor So do you understand why I’m a little scared? I’m not saying goodbye but I can’t stay here forever I’m calling a truce but I really wanna hurt you Cause every time I trust a heart I’m pushed back right to the start So can you see why I’m hesitant to waste time? Was it worth it now? Did we break new ground? Cause we’re both so alone And it’s getting so cold If I drop the guard I always get hurt No matter I say, you say, it really burns Never found a cure that could heal the pain Never felt the pain that I’ve felt today I’d do anything to get back there, but I can’t drop the guard I’ll sign anything you want but I still wanna burn you I’m not gonna dare but I’ll tell you the truth I’ll look back through the pictures, I love it I treasure these and I want you to know it But can you see how they still hurt me? Was it worth it now? Did we break new ground? Cause we’re both so alone And it’s getting so cold If I drop the guard I always get hurt No matter I say, you say, it really burns Never found a cure that could heal the pain Never felt the pain that I’ve felt today I’d do anything to get back there, but I can’t drop the guard But I can’t drop the guard No I can’t drop the guard Ohhhhhh, it’s there to make sure I can’t get hurt Now I find myself asking if it ever works I fall, I fall, I fall, I fall again And time, after time, after time, I break again Was it worth it now? Was it worth it now? Was it worth it now? Was it worth it now? Was it worth it now? Did we break new ground? Cause we’re both so alone And it’s getting so cold If I drop the guard I always get hurt No matter I say, you say, it really burns Never found a cure that could heal the pain Never felt the pain that I’ve felt today I’d do anything to get back there, but I can’t drop the guard