
I keep returning to a version of myself I thought I'd outgrown Like I never actually left, just thought that I was fine Yeah I get it, I know what I'm supposed to feel by now I guess that doesn't mean I'm ready I'm running the same thing around inside my head again And I'm pretty sure the feeling isn't going anywhere I keep thinking that I almost had it figured out Then I lose the thread and I'm back here I miss the way I felt before I started watching every move I made When I didn't need a reason just to feel alright I'm not sure who I was but I wasn't thinking about it all the time I think I've just been getting in my own way I'm running the same thing around inside my head again And I'm pretty sure the feeling isn't going anywhere I keep thinking that I almost had it figured out Then I lose the thread and I'm back here Maybe I don't really want to move on Maybe I just want to want to I keep playing back a time when I was younger and I didn't know Whatever it is I'm going through I'm running the same thing around inside my head again And I'm pretty sure the feeling isn't going anywhere I keep thinking that I almost had it figured out Then I lose the thread and I'm back here Back here Back here