If I’d known... I would have said goodbye. Before you left your mind. Left it all behind... Or have you really left it? I don’t know. It feels you’re still in there sometimes. Trapped In broken rhythms and fractured rhymes... Sudden flashes of recognition, Momentary sparks of erudition, That flicker... then fade... I wish I were a mental electrician. So I could rewire and fire up your cognition. The old you refurbished and remade. Where did you go? Will you ever come back? I wish I could reload you Like a saved game I’d upload you Are you in there somewhere hiding? Biding your time before you come back home? Where did you go? Please come back. I reach out and I hold you... I touch your face and I behold you... But you’re in and out then lost again. I know it’s not your fault but then I need to place the blame On someone or something oh god... Where did you go? Where did you go? I miss you. What is this shell left in your place? A spotted withered empty space... It Scares me. It tears me apart. Breaks my heart. Makes me ashamed That I can’t do more Than I’m doing... And what is this thing you’ve left behind? It’s you, it has to be you, I repeat this in my mind. But every day your thoughts and memories unwind The threads of you and your life have all become untwined... Where did you go? Will you ever come back? I wish I could reload you Like a saved game I’d upload you Are you in there somewhere hiding? Biding your time before you come back home? Where did you go? Please come back. I reach out and I hold you... I touch your face and I behold you... But you’re in and out then lost again. I know it’s not your fault but then I need to place the blame On someone or something oh god... Where did you go? Where did you go? Please come back to me... Please come back to me... Please please please... I’m begging and praying I promise I’m staying Until you come back to me Where did you go? Where did you go?