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You said it will be different this time You won't hurt me cuz you're not that guy You said I could trust you and I was safe And promised me a warm place inside So I let down my guard Then, I let you in, and I started to love you And we started again But... If you lied — (you liiiiii-eeeeeeed) You don't deserve me If you lied, lied, l-l-l-liedddd You forfeit my surrender If you lied, if you liiiiiiiiiieddd My absence will be forever Is this silence when I'm already deaf How can I breathe when there's no air left Can't feel any more pain after you're dead No love left to give, got no heart left inside Words so beautiful that I acquiesce But the honeyed words of a silver tongue Become the ash and soot that cake your lips And as I waken from this disarmed sleep I drink your promises like communion wine Ruby droplets of deceit staining my pale flesh You charmed the caution from my bones Making the gospel of this love a lie So I let down my guard Then, I let you in, and I started to love you And we started again But... If you lied — (you liiiiii-eeeeeeed) You don't deserve me If you lied, lied, l-l-l-liedddd You forfeit my surrender If you lied, if you liiiiiiiiiieddd My absence will be forever Don't be fooled because I've been patient Don't mistake my love for weakness or surrender There's no guarantee of infinite grace I hold to a covenant of my own free will No permission is needed for my release [copyright © 2026 Kiki Kutie — unauthorized use or reproduction is prohibited]