Once For All

Maybe I should leave Take my name off the door Every room I made Feels like a room I can't afford I wear my face too tight Like it's borrowed from a ghost Look at me too long And I start to come apart the most I don't like my hands I don't like my voice I don't like the boy Who always makes the worst choice So I fade out slow Fade out slow Maybe I should go Maybe I should go If I can't be seen Let me be the in-between I fade out slow Fade out slow Pill bottle on the sink Cold coin in my palm I count the cracks in tiles Like a prayer with no calm You don't have to call You don't have to stay I've been my own storm For a hundred days I don't like my skin I don't like the sound Of my own footsteps When nobody's around So I fade out slow Fade out slow Maybe I should go Maybe I should go If I can't be seen Let me be the in-between I fade out slow Fade out slow But the morning keeps its grip On the edge of the blinds And the blue on the wall Looks almost kind Maybe "gone" is just A word I use for pain Maybe I am still here Under all this rain So I fade out slow Fade out slow Maybe I should go Maybe I should go If I can't be seen Let me be the in-between I fade out slow Fade out slow "If I can't come back whole Let me come back true If I can't love myself Let me start with you"