
Aaaah... there it is... Aaaah... caught myself checking again oooh, what would they call me if they knew who I really am? why would I care though? it’s the same shit each day it’s the same shit each year what have I become? keep asking away what have I become? it’s not even that bad passion is breaking for the moments I wake let it all fall away watch it mutate ÖÖÖÖUUUUUH! watch it deform man, if they knew I just love... to hate I’m so sorry... (sorry, sorry, am I?) ooooh IF THEY ONLY KNEW MY LATENCY TO HATE AAAAH, I am so sorry they don’t understand... how would they? aaaah~ aaaah~ AAAAAHAHAAAAAA oooh, how I do long for the thief of happiness at least then I would know there was something left to take oooh, how I do long for the thief of happiness come find what I can’t feel I left the last lock open (oooh) never faked the better parts in awe of it, fine art I can care and mean the caring I CAN HATE AND MEAN THE HATING all of them talk to what they think I am pick apart - start to scan.... must have always been this way must have lived in disarray looking, looking for the moment where the ugly thing arrived must have missed the entrance must have always been inside what have I become? keep asking away what have I become? it’s not even that bad passion is breaking for the moments I wake let it all fall away watch it mutate ÖÖÖÖUUUUUH! watch it deform ooooh IF THEY ONLY KNEW MY LATENCY TO HATE AAAAH, I am so sorry they don’t understand... how would they? aaaah~ aaaah~ AAAAAHAHAAAAAA oooh, how I do long for the thief of happiness at least then I would know there was something left to take oooh, how I do long for the thief of happiness come find what I can’t feel I left the last lock open Aaaah... there it is... Aaaah... caught myself checking again what have I become? keep asking away what have I become? it’s not even that bad AAAAH, I am so sorry (sorry, sorry, am I?) they don’t understand... how would they? IF THEY ONLY KNEW MY LATENCY TO HATE I can care and mean the caring I CAN HATE AND MEAN THE HATING CAN'T, CAN'T CAN'T CAN'T CAN'T CAN'T ..... how would they? (ooooooh) (ooooooh) ... .. ..... how would they UNDERSTAND!!