Lyrics
[Verse 1] Every memory cuts a little deeper now Your name still lands like a shot I can't pull out I swore I'd bury everything you did to me But every road I take keeps bringing back what used to be The nights get heavy when the city's asleep My head starts digging up the things I should leave You lit a match to every promise that we made Now I'm standing here with one foot in the grave [Build] I should hate you God knows I've tried But every goodbye Keeps you alive [Chorus Drop] Bullet in my chest Bullet in my heart You hit me where I live Then watched me fall apart One foot in the grave Still carrying your weight I know I should walk away But I love you just the same [Drop] [Massive 808s, future bass synths, vocal chops] [Verse 2] I remember every lie and every stolen kiss The way you'd pull me close then leave me dealing with this I know exactly what you are, that's the tragedy The worst thing that you ever did was become a part of me When I'm alone The pressure starts climbing Every thought starts fighting Every feeling colliding Part of me wants distance Part of me wants touch Part of me knows better Part of me still wants us [Build] I should hate you God knows I've tried But every goodbye Keeps you alive [Chorus Drop] Bullet in my chest Bullet in my heart You hit me where I live Then watched me fall apart One foot in the grave Still carrying your weight I know I should walk away But I love you just the same [Breakdown] [Half-time drums, piano, filtered synths] Maybe love ain't supposed to hurt like this Maybe I'm addicted to the damage and the risk Maybe letting go feels colder than the fall Maybe losing you would hurt more than it all You broke the trust right out of me Still I keep your side within my reach Tell me why my heart keeps choosing pain When my mind already knows I should change [Final Build] [Snare rolls, risers, vocal harmonies] [Final Chorus Drop] Bullet in my chest Bullet in my heart You hit me where I live Then watched me fall apart One foot in the grave Still carrying your weight You left me with the truth That I can never escape Bullet in my chest Bullet in my heart I know exactly who you are And I still can't tear us apart [Outro - Instrumental] [Emotional piano, fading synths, distant vocal chops, sub bass decay]