Forgetting I'm Alive (ft. Vazzi)

Wake up, same room, same day every day Same thoughts in my head that I can't shake away Feet hit the floor while my mind stays behind Body keeps moving, I'm losing my mind Beautiful day, sun in the sky, I step outside Try to feel something, nothing feels right Even when I'm ok, I'm dying inside I keep forgetting I’m alive I keep forgetting I’m alive Wake in my bed every day at 7 AM No bad dreams, same aching feeling again Go through the motions yeah everything is fine Time moves too fast, or I'm too far behind I'm forgetting I'm alive Feels like my whole personality is a disguise Pretending to be real but I can always feel the divide I'm stuck existing from inside my own shadow I wonder if I could escape, if I really decided to Another day passes, I watch from the sidelines Everybody's moving while I'm losing my time Another day passes, I watch from the sidelines Everybody's living while I'm losing my life Wake up, stand up Same shit, light up Lights on, space out Time ticks, black out Wake up, stand up Same shit, light up Lights on, space out Time ticks I'm still here, somehow Beautiful day, sun in the sky, I step outside Try to feel something, nothing feels right Even when I'm ok, I'm dying inside I keep forgetting I’m alive I keep forgetting I’m alive Wake in my bed every day at 7 AM No bad dreams, same aching feeling again Go through the motions yeah everything is so so fine Time moves too fast, and I'm way too far behind I keep forgetting I'm alive I keep forgetting I'm alive Looking for a feeling I won't fully recognize Something I used to have and lost in the fight Maybe I'm alive, maybe I'm just getting by Maybe I'm alive, and I forgot what it feels like Yeah, I'm still alive Oh I'm oh I'm oh I'm Oh I'm oh I'm oh I'm I'm alive! I'm alive! Alive, alive, alive I'm alive