Estrellita

[Intro - 2bars] [verse] It's 4am and i aint even close to getting sleep I just ran outta SUGAR so there's cake mix in my tea I made a girl to carry all the things I couldn't hold She got a destiny, a purpose, and she got my soul She's the Captain of a starship called the Astro-metta She flies through space and time while she settles all vendettas [pre-chorus/build-up] Ok, let's look at the Character sheet Everything about it so nice and neat [Chorus] I made you perfect but kinda boring gave you all I wanted, and it's boring My alter ego, why am I yawning? I made you perfect, turns out you're boring [Spoken FEMALE VOICE] Wait. aw man... Ok I feel bad. Truth is it's different than that... [rapid boombap] Because I'm falling behind while she's just doin the best Gave her all my competence cuz I have no fucking clue. And that really bothers me, so I act like she's a prude [verse] I gave her the balance, I gave her all the grace, Gave her the entire run of all of outer space, Masking for the world all day, it really makes me tired, [verse] 'til it's time for bed of course and then I'm fuckin wired. I say that she got nothing, And I say that she's a snooze, But she's the version of me that I never got to choose. [[bridge] Yeah I'm jealous, I'm fronting, so sue me, it's petty, I'm fighting, my battles, just called this, bitch heady, She got the stars, I got the permanent scars She's on a starship, I'm on that bullshit, She talking to cosmic gods, I'm talkin to A I Bots, [verse] Gave her my dreams So that I could be seen Gave her my world, cuz nobody wanted to build one WITH ME [verse] She got to travel outer space using all of my brilliance She got the life, she got the drive As long as my pen on the page will keep her alive What did I keep? [verse] The doubt and confusion The 3am questions that dose of delusion she got all the purpose I'm still out here chasing She crossed the universe, I'm still tryina face it [verse] I made you perfect, babe... and I'm just jealous I gave you everything... and I felt it You got the balance and the light And I'm the mess that stays up til morning every night [verse] She's everything I wanted that I had to keep ignoring She found her life's purpose, brought a paradigm to change I fell down a Git-Hub hole and forgot to push the change. [Final Chorus / Outro] I made you perfect, babe... I got envy Even so, you are my heart, that's worth defending, you can go ahead and live my happy ending (perfect babe) (perfect babe) go on girl, and live my happy ending at least one of us will get it [end song]