I´m Not Enough

I miss you more at night when there’s nothing left to do I keep thinking maybe if I changed enough you’d want me like you used to I could talk less I could drink less I could learn to sleep on time I could stop making everything harder than it has to be Maybe I could be somebody easier Maybe I could be somebody you could keep I’m not enough I’m not enough I could change everything I am and still not be enough I’m not enough I’m not enough You deserve somebody better I’m just not enough I can try I can try I can try until I disappear But I’ll still wake up as me I’m not enough I’m not enough for you I still leave space beside me like you might come back tonight Still turn around sometimes because I swear I heard you in the room I know the things you wanted from me I know the things I never learned And I would give you someone better if I knew how I’m not enough I’m not enough I could change everything I am and still not be enough I’m not enough I’m not enough You deserve somebody better I’m just not enough I can try I can try I can try until I disappear But I’ll still wake up as me I’m not enough I’m not enough for you Maybe that’s the worst of it I know who I am I know you know too And I still wish there was another version of me somewhere that you could love I’m not enough I’m not enough I could change everything I am and still not be enough I’m not enough I’m not enough You deserve somebody better I’m just not enough I can try I can try But I’m tired of trying to become someone else I’ll still wake up as me I’m not enough I’m not enough for you I miss you I miss you