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///*****/// [Chorus] Is there anybody out there? Or did I walk this road alone? I got everything I wanted... And I got nothing left to hold. Is there anybody out there? 'Cause I got a lot to say! But I wound up talking to myself... To pass my time away. Am I searching for an answer? Or am I putting on a show? Try to write the feeling down but I got lost inside my notes. Dada-da-da-da-da Dada-da-da-da-da [Verse 1] I guess if I was honest I wanted for something more but ignored it and now the thought of it sorta just seems farfetched. Cuz I was brought up and taught I should just be normal cuz boredom will help afford all the mortgage on this apartment. I'm staring at the blisters on the ceiling of the kitchen, and I listen to the building sort of shifting to the ground. I haven't done the dishes since the middle of the winter, got a splinter in my finger, now I'm sitting on the couch. I'm making weird decisions, lacking vision, I'm resisting, just a miserable friction that's been building in the house. I'm paying for subscriptions I've been missing, I'm equipping all the windows with a picture looking out. [Bridge] [Mumbling Spoken Word] Dada-da-da-da-da So... how you feeling today? How's it going, Rae? Dada-da-da-da-da (Pause/Silence) Yeah. I'm doing alright too. Just... hanging out. [Verse 2] [Stylish flow] [Annoyed delivery] I'm gonna snap. I feel it coming from a mile away. I've seen this movie a million times, I know exactly how it's gonna play. [Double time delivery] Since twenty-twenty-four I've been miserable, living in hell, I'm slipping in a cycle, it's a pattern that I know too well. I'm caught inside the pull of it, just looking at the steering wheel, Terrified to wreck it but I wonder how that freedom feels. Half of me is panicking, I don't know what I'm headed for, The other half is begging, push that pedal to the floor. Just to do exactly what I want and let the engine blow, (fuck it) Tired of the maintenance, I'm ready to go.. I wonder just how far this road goes. I'm sick of being sensible, dependable, and holding back, Just waiting for the moment that I finally get to crack. [Cut] [Verse 3] I haven't seen her in a while, I wonder how she's doing. Uhm. Well, I'm right here... Oh. Right. Sorry, I was completely zoning. I just got a lot on my plate, my phone's been Ringing off the hook all morning with... emails. It's nothing, just a bunch of boring office details. But yeah, I'm great. Seriously. Everything's perfectly fine. I'm drinking enough water, I'm getting to work on time. I actually just redecorated, the place is looking awesome. I got a Japanese sword, yeah, I know, I probably lost some Money on it, but it's cool. Anyway, how are you doing? You look good. I mean, you look like you've been moving Up in the world. How's the new place? Is it stressful? 'Cause you always had a knack for being real successful At that kind of stuff. Me? Nah, I'm just chilling. Taking it easy. You know, just staring at the ceilingI mean, the screen. I got a new TV. It's massive. It's got a great picture... so yeah, I'm doing fantastic. I'm waiting for an answer but the room is staying quiet. I'm looking at the couch, but there ain't no-one beside it. I ask her if she's happy, but I don't know who I mean. I haven't seen her in a while, 'cause "her" is fucking "me"! [Chorus] Is there anybody out there? Or did I walk this road alone? I got everything I wanted... And I got nothing left to hold. Is there anybody out there? 'Cause I got a lot to say! But I wound up talking to myself... To pass my time away. Am I searching for an answer? Or am I putting on a show? Try to write the feeling down but I got lost inside my notes. Dada-da-da-da-da Dada-da-da-da-da