Sicko-Phantasy

Who i got to blame today? The mirror, the mama, the community Who i got to shame today The friend shaped hole Inside my chest cavity Sicko-Phantasy Sicko-Phantasy I piss and shit and cry In the dark to breed Unhealthy co-dependency To enjoy at my leisure After therapy Love is just a tool I abuse To connect my feeding tube To love starved fools I’ll find what’s missing in your life Take the form of the solution Then apologize to my wife Sicko-Phantasy Sicko-Phantasy I jury rig my disease To look real from a distance By the time you’re drinking sand from my oasis I’m run off with your trust To spend on the next one. Usually this is the part Where i get all self deprecating I sing, “i’m no better” and list The many ways i’m as big a failure But no, no no. Not this time. I am better and more powerful And if in a moment of weakness i let you think you held the keys to my problem Let me relieve you of that burden You are a coward, a fraud and a boring person. There. I’m glad we could have this discussion in earnest Don’t you feel better? Don’t you feel better? Love is just a tool You abuse To fill your empty lives With something to look forward to Well, look on the bright side! Sicko-Phantasy Sicko-Phantasy Now you don’t gotta Pretend i’m some kinda genius Gorgeous and inspiring You can go back to when you were Playing to the lowest common denominator Making slop to feed your ego Honestly, i’m happy you let me let you go.