Lyrics
I'm still here, just not the same I have watered down my own veins I forgot how to do my best long ago Left it somewhere, I don't really know I don't know where I am Why I am But I am, I suppose Drifting elsewhere, Yet it remains unknown Damn, I wish I could laugh like I used to Damn, I wish I could smile like I used to You can see where I stitched the disappointment in Red on the green where the good had been And I'm early Too early to know if I win There was once a time I dreamed But the reality killed it for me Now the little pools of life Hold reflections and a knife Water gives and water takes Feeds the thirst and drowns the brave Those who never knew themselves Die young in borrowed graves Sometimes I think too much Piece together what I shouldn't Every step along the embankment Seals a choice Damn, I wish I could laugh like I used to Damn, I wish I could smile like I used to It's sad that I go with my head instead When my heart's still pounding what it said And I'm early Too early to call this the end I'm still here, just not the same I have watered down my own veins I forgot how to do my best long ago Left it somewhere, I don't really know Damn, I wish I could laugh like I used to Damn, I wish I could smile like I used to You don't know me, I barely know me You see the version of me that I let you And I'm early Still too early Too early to know if I win