After all this time I love you like when I first saw you When your smile was the only thing that mattered to me I got older, and maybe smarter But I'm just as shattered I'm being ridiculous I know I should give up on this But something about you Keeps appearing on my mind at night I'm still in love Still in love like the first time This is stupid, and honestly I'm fine with it this time I'm suffering and I don't care 'Cause I love you Like the first time Like a horrible disaster We fell apart And if I could go back I would play a better part I'm the idiot who can't say goodbye 'Cause this love for you will never die I'm desperate I'm breaking God! Please I'm out of my mind And I'm in love I'm in love like the first time This is stupid, and honestly I'm fine with it this time I'm suffering and I don't care 'Cause I'm still in love Still in love like the first time After all these years I wish you were mine I'm drowning and I don't mind God, help me! I still love you Like the first time!