The Person I Always Wanna See

[Verse 1] I grew up with anger at the world Trying to patch up all the holes I learned to hide the waves inside And never let them turn the tide [Verse 2] I learned to never ask for help And keep my burdens to myself I learned to make it on my own But it's hard to face the world alone [Chorus] Maybe I'm already too late Maybe this was always my fate I simply couldn't ever be The person I always wanna see [Verse 3] I let go of all my sins None of it means what it did then But the dawn just never came And the darkness swallowed my name [Verse 4] The moon kept shining through the night No one could make it right And I could only see the sun While my soul was coming undone [Chorus] Maybe I'm already too late Maybe this was always my fate I simply couldn't ever be The person I always wanna see [Verse 5] These lines are just another cliché About a wounded soul in dismay There's no real feeling in this pain Just empty words that sound the same [Chorus] Maybe I'm already too late Maybe this was always my fate I simply couldn't ever be The person I always wanna see [Outro] This song is not a masterpiece But it's a wave that's real I don't understand this world And the world won't accept me