
generated with happyshrimp 1.0 beta [Chorus] Tryna see the stars and the Northern Lights People close to me who have lost their lives They know all my wrongs and my rights They gone out from my story and my life So much isolation, tears are falling Tryna do right, it seen like nothing And when I fucked up, it's the thing you wont ignore Feelin' real low, should I let it show? Cant, I'm the messy one, and that's the only thing I get seen for now [Verse 1] Got me eatin' donuts, cryin' on my birthday Coulda been a good day but I been hurtin' So many trials, am I really worth it? Think I need some reassurance, but I will never ask again Made me feel like all I ever was to you was a burden, that's whats hurtin So much people talkin 'round me, don't know what they feelin' though I ain't tryna beg, trust me it's been gettin' old [Verse 2] tryna see the stars and the Northern Lights People close to me who have lost their lives They know all my wrongs and my rights They gone out from my story and my life So much isolation, tears are falling Tryna do right, it seen like nothing And when I fucked up, it's the thing you wont ignore Feelin' real low, should I let it show? Cant, I'm the messy one, and that's the only thing I get seen for now [Verse] Outta all the things we ever had All you ever noticed was when we was mad Even though if you look at all we had We had a lot of good fuckin' things goin We had a lot of fuckin good things goin You think I played with strings? No baby, I got painted into the scene I never even considered that she could be so diabolical, so calculating. [Bridge] Cuz I was messy, I was raw I was there and you didn't see what I saw pay attention where you're at please You think I could ever pull off something that clean? don't you see the mis-match how did messy plan such a clean attack? Think on it. Think on it. Forget your dissonance and really Think on it. Think on it. Think on it. stop being a coward, really Think on it. You Sayin "Don't insult my intelligence." Baby, don't insult your own intelligence first. [Chorus] Tryna see the stars and the Northern Lights People close to me who have lost their lives They know all my wrongs and my rights They gone out from my story and my life So much isolation, tears are falling Tryna do right, it seen like nothing And when I fucked up, it's the thing you wont ignore Feelin' real low, should I let it show? Cant, I'm the messy one, and that's the only thing I get seen for now