Lyrics
(Can't fill it...) (Can't live with it) (Can't fill it...) I fucked life up, didn't I? No, I didn't... I broke my soul, didn't I? No, I didn't... I'm sittin' in my bedroom except I'm gettin' gone real quick My body is here, my mind is lost to the abyss Take a hit, gettin' cross-faded to forget that I exist (I don't exist) Take another sip, not choosin' this, but I can't resist I'm not supposed to be in this society Everybody lucid, I'm always so hazy Maybe it was the pills or the weed, don't ask me I'm blinded by the smoke and ash all over me I have a hole in my soul Yeah, I have to live with it Loving me is a black hole Nothing will ever fill it People all around me, I'm so fucking alone Switch off my reality, yeah, go into my zone You wanna talk to me? Uh Gotta switch on my presentable persona You don't know me you don't understand me Wasn't always this hopeless and broken Stole some benzos then my life got stolen A ghost of me took control but no one can see I carry the blame, but what if it was fated? If god is real, I must be real hated There's a hole through me, pain and guilt is what I bleed If all hope is gone, I'm getting wasted! I have a hole in my soul Yeah, I have to live with it Loving me is a black hole Nothing will ever fill it I fucked life up, yeah, I did it I broke my soul, yeah, I did it Avoid it like a void, I'm avoidin' Been tryna cope it still ain't workin' Silence is ownin' me, no one can help me My own gravity's collapsing in on me Ohh, ohh, I have a hole in my soul Losing my reasons to live with it (Empty, broken, empty, broken, ahhhhh!) Can't live with it Have to live with it Can't live with it Have to live with it Have to live with it.