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yeah trippy trek just looking up at the sky today hoping the landing was soft im a weirdo with a notepad feeling undeniably sad sipping on some cosmic soup tripping while im spitting syllables aiming for the pinnacles to elevate the listening group but today my brain is barren feeling like an empty cavern heavy puddle in my chest meditating on the second when the universe had beckoned and you finally went to rest i was gripping on the fingers while the quiet moment lingers that had taught me how to stand watching as the fragile hourglass was emptying the final sand did the sudden separation feel exactly like a revelation falling in a peaceful dream floating down a vibrant tranquilizing and illuminating liquid stream i just pray the sudden agony would instantly begin to soften up and melt and that absolute affection representing true perfection is the only shit you felt i just hope the moment that you finally had to leave felt like waking from a slumber on a magic christmas eve deep peace washing over every worry in your mind leaving all the heavy burdens and the suffering behind just a quiet little exit to the universe above wrapped inside a heavy blanket of a fully finished love fully finished love now im sipping herbal potions swimming in my own emotions staring at the open sky asking constellations questions dodging alien suggestions getting undeniably high im a clumsy human being stumbling through the things im seeing causing chaos every day but you treated me like magic taking everything so tragic washing all my flaws away when your breathing was a memory shedding every earthly remedy a fading vapor in the room did the atmosphere around you vividly begin to blossom like a giant lotus bloom i refuse to picture panic staying peacefully organic so i banish all the dread i imagine you were smiling with the universe beguiling soaring quietly instead not a worry bout a dollar loosening your heavy collar not a single painful bill just a sudden sweet surrender feeling absolutely tender standing on a rolling hill every sacrifice you suffered every tempest that you buffered every meal that you supplied formed a rushing river flowing beautifully and softly glowing pulling to the other side did you feel the adoration such a powerful sensation from your crazy little kid man im hoping heaven hugged you beautifully and softly tugged you for the gorgeous things you did i just hope the moment that you finally had to leave felt like waking from a slumber on a magic christmas eve deep peace washing over every worry in your mind leaving all the heavy burdens and the suffering behind just a quiet little exit to the universe above wrapped inside a heavy blanket of a fully finished love its a vulnerable confession battling my own depression from an artist with a guard navigating this reality fighting with mortality is so damn fucking hard but the selfish crying ego letting the entire me go is retreating to the back focusing upon the beauty stepping up to do my duty fighting off the panic attack you deserved a velvet carpet stretching past the highest target laid directly on the ground just a solitary silence free from any earthly violence lacking any frightening sound a triumphant graduation causing massive celebration to a beautiful and starry sea knowing that your loving essence such a monumental presence is alive inside of me is alive inside of me i just hope the moment that you finally had to leave felt like waking from a slumber on a magic christmas eve deep peace washing over every worry in your mind leaving all the heavy burdens and the suffering behind just a quiet little exit to the universe above wrapped inside a heavy blanket of a fully finished love fully finished love yeah a fully finished love i hope it felt like coming home see you in the stars