Anxiety

[PRODUCTION: Hazy dark trap, platinum studio mix, 140 BPM C minor half-time feel, song-wide interactive staccato flute call-and-response finishing vocal lines, flutter-tonguing accents, fingerpick-style minor 9th arpeggio fills and riffs, submerged low-passed ambient synth pad, deep clean sidechained 808 sub-bass glides, evolving unpredictable syncopated drums, tight dry trap snares, polyrhythmic hi-hats, percussive autotune melodic rap, 3D spatial delays and reverb] [INTRO: Hazy dark trap, ominous staccato flute intro with minor 9th arpeggio fills, subtle flutter-tongue accents, fingerpick-style rhythmic syncopation, Low-Pass Filter, Submerged Ambient Synth Pad, Deep Sub-Bass Pulse, Underwater Reverb, Spacey Stereo Panning, smooth 808 glides, pristine low-mid punch, low-pass filter sweep, spatial 3D reverb, dark nocturnal midnight drive aesthetic] [Chorus 1: Soaring Melodic Anthem, Sustained Note Endings, Heavy Autotune, Layered Harmonies, Deep 808 Drop] fuck anxiety.. im feeling blessed when my mood is monotone.. i dont belong in society.. dont need no drama stains corrupting my zone.. a mantra gaining notoriety.. (oh-o-o) they cant decode why i stay cold to the bone.. my darkness shaped my entirety.. So I made the dark into strength of my own.. [Verse 1: Percussive Sing-Rap Cadence, Submerged low-pass vocal filter opening up, auto-tuned detuned lead vocal,delay effect , heavy sub-bass pocket, hypnotic guitar loop] im sovreign on my own (own..) sovreign on ma throne (own..) i leveled up solo , no loan pain put a crown on these bones had no bitches holding ma hand (hand..) no bitchin' softened ma landin' (noo..) gave no fucks to all the fucked up things ive seen seen enough to break men (not me..) Seen bad shit turn good men broke (for real) Built this shell when I had no home Night shift stitched in my spinal zone Still walk straight with a dead-pan tone (aha..) Mind stay still when the pressure peak Learned to lock pain deep where it never leak Life hit hard had to sharpen my teeth Still ten toes when the floor get weak They want the old me back in reach That boy got buried under weight I made a home inside the dark Then made the dark illuminate [Pre-Chorus 1: Soaring Melodic Build, Stacked Vocal Harmonies, Reverb Delays] I was shaped by the weight Then I gave it a name Now it fit like a halo I let it blaze through the pain It was heat in my veins Now it glow like a flame Turned the hurt to a halo Let it lead me the way [Chorus 2: Echo delay, Maximum Anthemic Energy, Drawn-Out Sustained Notes, Wide 3D Spatial Width] fuck anxiety.. im feeling blessed when my mood is monotone.. i dont belong in society.. dont need no drama stains corrupting my zone.. a mantra gaining notoriety.. they cant decode why i stay cold to the bone.. my darkness shaped my entirety.. So I made the dark into strength of my own.. [Verse 2: Percussive Cadence, Staccato Rhythmic Bounce, Dark Sub-Bass, High-Register Accent Ad-libs] They say my heart got no reply (noo..) Like I got smoke behind the eyes They see the frost they don’t see heat That kept me breathin’ underneath Say I got ice where love should live I just got less that life can take Turned every loss to leverage quick Made me a blade they can’t reshape (no bend..) Nah I was built in empty space Where every echo knew my name I took the parts that felt too much And taught them how to hold a flame They call me hollow from afar But hollow space make room for stars (look up..) If I seem alien to they code It’s ’cause I grew where they’d implode [Pre-Chorus 2: Emotional Melodic Build, Layered Vocal Harmonies, Submerged Filtered Drums] They don’t gotta relate I don’t need ’em to know Every door that got closed Made a room for my soul Ain’t no soul finna save me I been good all alone Now the dark got a heartbeat And it beat like my own [Chorus 3: echo delay , Final Explosive Peak Drop, Long Sustained Note Extensions, Maximum Sub-Bass Knock] Fuck anxiety I made peace with every side that I disown Ain’t no need for society I learned every language they never condoned No more need for notoriety I don’t need a single soul to know my code My darkness lives in sobriety Now I wear all that weight like a crown of my own [Outro: Low-Pass Reverb Fade, Sustained Vocal Echo Tail, Screwed Pitch-Down Fade] [Sustained Vocal Echo] (Fuck anxiety...) (Fuck anxiety...) (Fuck anxiety...) [Fade Out]