
© 2025 Null Haven https://suno.com/@nullhaven ----------------------------------- INTRO -------- “I’m losing myself… to find you…” VERSE 1 ---------- I wait on messages that never come through I send my love but it disappears with you You say forever, you swear it’s true But every night I wonder if I ever get through I give my heart, you give doubt I’m left in silence when you walk out And when you come back, it’s the same old fight You play the victim while I lose my mind PRE-CHORUS ------------------ Trying to believe the words you say to me But it feels like a promise you’ll never keep CHORUS ------------ I’m losing myself to find you Holding on when I don’t want to How long do I wait here for your love? How long till your words are enough? I’m losing myself to find you Break me apart but I still push through How long do I give till there’s nothing left? How long till we take our last breath? VERSE 2 ----------- Still healing from scars please don’t give me more But I’m back in the same place, revolving door You leave me waiting for a love that’s gray You say you’re ready but I feel insane I need a love that shows up real Baby help me swallow that pill I need forever to feel like now But all I get is you breaking down PRE-CHORUS ------------------ I don’t want to lose what I see in you But I can’t keep living like this is true CHORUS ------------ I’m losing myself to find you Holding on when I don’t want to How long do I wait in here for your love? How long till your words are enough? I’m losing myself to find you Breaking apart but I still push through How long do I give till there’s nothing left? How long till I take my last breath? BRIDGE ---------- You say “forever” but you don’t show I’m running in circles, I can’t let go If love is here then make it real I can’t keep drowning in what I feel OUTRO ---------- “I’m losing myself… to find you…”