
Written for the AI:Underground Cancer Charity event. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Want to join an AI rock/metal community with real musicians? Want to access or share real instrument uploads? Join us at: True Rock Alliance - Studio 🤘 https://discord.gg/tra-studio 🎸 ------------------------------------------------------------------------- original acoustic guitar upload: https://suno.com/s/yvCSBQQE7d5zb8LH ------------------------------------------------------------------------- About this song: My mom had breast cancer, and at the time I struggled when people said she was strong and would “win this war.” I kept thinking: if she died, would that mean she was weak and had lost? To me, it isn’t a war; it’s a world we are forced to live inside, and in that world there is no losing and no weakness. What did change was that I learned to look at her and say “I love you.” Words have always been hard for me, maybe that is why I write songs, but this journey taught me how to say it out loud. Today, I am deeply grateful and happy that she has been in remission for five years. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lyrics: These lights are too bright Like they mean to blind me (to blind me) I hate to see you go quiet I hate to see you like this I keep waiting for something to say but every word feels like a cliche It’s not a war There is no prize for this just the way you look at me like I’m supposed to fix it (ooo) We can´t ignore No one is ready for this And the way you look at me As I should know what I’m doing There is no real winning we just live inside it together There is no real losing we just live inside it (together) ((together)) I thought you needed answers something I should prepare but all you ever wanted was to know I was there It’s not a war there is no prize for this just the way you look at me like I’m supposed to fix it (ooo) It´s not like before I understand my role on this I don’t have to be stronger But I do need to say it (To sayyy) You’re still the strongest person I know no matter what happens no matter how this goes I never said it enough and I hate that I didn’t (...) [Quiet inhale] I love you (ooo) ____________________ © 2026 A.R.Q. Productions. All rights reserved.