Wunderkind

煌めく世界はすぐそこに 手を伸ばしたら届くのでしょうか？ 悔やんで肩外すまでに欲しがる golden ring とったら、means nothing I was someone special Thought I could fly on delicate gossamer wings but the gentle light of sunrise brings me down, crashing to the ground just another useless wunderkind I’m the wunderkind I never had to study to coast by with a passing grade but now thinking back maybe that was the test one which I clearly did not pass. If something caught my fancy I could bury my head for days my teachers didn’t understand such wasted potential… for such a smart girl. I was someone special but I filled my mouth with happy face pills my father thought they’d fix me but I had to learn for myself how to rebuild who I was. I’m the wunderkind who never lived up to anyone’s expectations I’m the wunderkind who had to try to kill themselves to reverse engineer a life worth living. I’m no one special another talented kid who failed to excel with her gifts but I’m still here, still breathing still learning how to love myself still learning how to live. I’m the wunderkind it’s a miracle I’m still alive.