Now That It's Quiet

[Verse 1] Learned to be who they needed Before I knew who I was Say the right thing, keep it easy Don't question, just because Got so good at disappearing Right in front of their eyes Now I'm standing in the silence That I don't recognize [Pre-Chorus] What do you do When there's no one left to be [Chorus] Now that it's quiet Now that I'm free Why don't I know What to do with me No one to answer No one to please I fought to get here But who am I supposed to be [Verse 2] I know what's "wrong" Thirty years of therapy Has made it crystal clear Conditioned to fear being me I can name every pattern Trace it back to the start But the knowing doesn't fix it When it's wired in your heart [Bridge] Who am I when no one's watching Who am I when I don't perform Who am I without their voices Telling me who I am [Pre-Chorus] What do you do When there's no one left to be [Chorus] Now that it's quiet Now that I'm free Why don't I know What to do with me No one to answer No one to please I fought to get here But who am I supposed to be [Verse 3] If I stop being who they needed Will anything still remain Or am I just all the pieces Of someone else they named Maybe I'm still becoming Maybe I don't have to know Maybe the quiet is space now Not something I have to fill or control [Pre-Chorus] What do you do When there's no one left to be [Chorus] Now that it's quiet Now that I'm free Why don't I know What to do with me No one to answer No one to please I fought to be here Maybe I am now... Who I was meant to be