Lyrics
A week of many passed Im on my last leg again One foot in the grave And one foot through my front doorstep Oh how tired I feel Realistically I’m not so bad but Mentally I’m hurt But ain’t that what they call being a man I’m tired of my daily shit Tired of putting up with it But there’s one way to heal Even if Its only temporarily [Chorus] So I drown my inner wounds in disinfection Drowning my inner wounds in disinfection I drown my inner wounds in disinfection Drown in… disinfection That’s the only thing I choose That’s disinfection Disinfection Disinfection Drown in disinfection. [Verse] Under the eyes of god Under the nights dark sky I drown myself in water The kind that makes man cry The kind that drags you down The kind that’s different for all The one that makes a man sin Though you’ve already sinned before Under the eyes of god Under the nights dark sky I look at myself and cry Oh man, I want to die But pour another glass I’ve now become alive Until I pour another And again I want to die Unstable is my mind In the morning I feel fried But that’s if I’ve survived Can I even Call This Life [Chorus] So I drown my inner wounds in disinfection Drowning my inner wounds in disinfection I drown my inner wounds in disinfection Drown in… disinfection That’s the only thing I choose That’s disinfection Disinfection Disinfection Drown in disinfection. When I call out your name… Don’t let it… be in vain… You know that blood flows through my veins And no I have not yet gone insane Yeah here I remain With my only enemy that’s inside my brain The one I dull with more pain To the point that it’s becoming my only state of being, my only somewhat healthy thinking, only way of somewhat healing, only way of rational thinking, my only path to salvation and my personal graduation from a self destructive way of living and the only way I’ll stop thinking about- Me… Disinfection… Disinfection… Disinfection… Disinfection.