
hey バカヤロウ / hey, dummy 最近はどう?/ how ya been? お前の遺言を 読んだぞ。/ i read your last will and testament 下手くそに旅立ったな / you really made a mess of your exit from the world, huh? when was the last time i saw your stupid, ugly face? maybe half a decade ago before you packed up everything and moved out of State? I got your postcard I quickly shoved it in a drawer I couldn’t bear the thought of you without me any more exploring some exciting brand new uncharted place. did you lose weight? you look good. twenty one grams that’s what they say I know the science is a sham but through loving you I finally understood the soul is something you can touch when you left, mine was crushed scout’s honor I didn’t mean to miss it on my honor I didn’t know how much i’d miss it I keep coming back to that day turning stones along the Columbia river bed I kept it all these years in the pocket of my vest that dull arrowhead scout’s honor I didn’t mean to miss it on my honor I didn’t know how much I'd miss it I always meant to let you have your turn but you boarded that plane without saying goodbye or maybe I just made myself scarce for the inevitable cry. hey バカヤロウ / Hey, dummy. 今度はきっと。surely, next time...