𝓜𝓸𝓷𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻

[verse] i got used to a flock of birds come pick up from my hands people thought of me naive just cause i didnt count what i gave these birds take and dont give back deep down i know it's things i won't regret i'll get what i want when the time comes and all i did was feed them some crumbs [pre-hook] or thats what i used to think now im taking my steps back people told me you cant withdraw a hand that used to be held and i dont dare do so i hold them anyway and pretend to forget [hook] im selfish i dont care you say you you see me for who i am the big picture is painted im just a pretender full of hatred cause i left some birds for dead and thought of myself if you're left to wonder im just an ugly monster [verse] bite the hand that feeds and they dont even give a damn level of greed that the devil thanked god he didnt have double standards i had trouble getting them through my head had to make a cross with my fingers just to ward them away [final pre-hook] oh thats what i used to think now im taking my steps back people told me you cant withdraw a hand that used to be held and i dont dare do so i hold them anyway and pretend to forget [final hook] im selfish i dont care you say you see me for who i am the big picture is painted im just a pretender full of hatred cause i left some birds for dead and thought of myself if you're left to wonder im just an ugly monster