𝓟𝓸𝓬𝓴𝓮𝓽 𝓖𝓸𝓭

[verse] what will i do of the distance when i need u in my pockets? talking to the walls is a new pastime and i'm getting good at it i put a bet on my life so i could go and lose it maybe with time i'll accept it i've been trying so hard to mend the cra-a-a-cks until there was no solution [pre‑hook] i've been on my knees for far too long i think my kneecaps – are – damaged it's getting hard for me to keep up with the world's motion the moment i'm needing a break's the only moment life fastens and my prayer now sounds different they are on a different cadence and i know you said with hardships comes ease god i've been patient [hook] if you only were in my pockets then i draw you out and tell you how bad it is give you an insight about how a human feels if you only were in my pockets (if only) (if only) (if only) [verse] i'd spill ink on my diary so dark i wonder will i be judged on what you read? if you got a glimpse of the heresy on these pages my diary would be kept in the deepest vaults of the vatican would it make me an abomination 'cause i ripped a little girl will there be no room for repentance 'cause i got blood on my hands? i got people wondering what witchcraft is coming out my mouth 'cause i'm mouthing nonsense i don't expect them to get it 'cause it's things only a pocket god will understand [pre‑hook] i've been on my knees for far too long i think my kneecaps – are – damaged it's getting hard for me to keep up with the world's motion the moment i'm needing a break's the only moment life fastens and my prayer now sounds different they are on a different cadence and i know you said with hardships comes ease god i've been patient [hook] if you only were in my pockets then i draw you out and tell you how bad it is give you an insight about how a human feels if you only were in my pockets (if only) (if only) (if only) [bridge] dear god would you put down the veil descend from the sky to the realm of man help me look around for a lost faith and i heard that you never set aside a held hand [final hook] if you only were in my pockets then i draw you out and tell you how bad it is give you an insight about how a human feels if you only were in my pockets (clean, rich whisper, fading) (if only) (if only) (if only) [outro / fade out]