wait

[Intro] “hey... u still talk to her?” “sent five messages on gaia...” “she finally replied” “it’s not right” [Verse 1] She memorized the lines they gave her Seven months of acting small But I remember who she was Before she learned to hide it all They told her it was just a phase A sickness they could cure with talk Now she’s acting happy Inside a house where the doors are locked [Pre-Chorus] And maybe I’m the crazy one Staring at a screen that’s gray But how does real love vanish Just because of what they say? [Chorus] I’M NOT GONNA BE YOUR FRIEND I CAN’T YOU CAN’T ASK ME TO MOVE ON LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED YET If we’re not dating we’re nothing That’s the only way it stays in my head I told her I still love her I laid it all out on the floor And every time she types a reply I just want her more and more If we’re not together then what are we? What are we? [Verse 2] I can’t play friends while I still want you I’m barely sleeping, I’m breaking in two I know my truth now, there’s no confusion I’m exactly who I’m meant to be But I miss the heat, I miss the taste I’d do it right if I had the chance It’s exhausting, being your ghost While somebody else gets your hands [Pre-Chorus 2] I turned down everyone for her I left the world outside Maybe this is permanent Maybe there’s nowhere left to hide [Chorus] I’M NOT GONNA BE YOUR FRIEND I CAN’T YOU CAN’T ASK ME TO MOVE ON LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED YET If we’re not dating we’re nothing That’s the only way it stays in my head I told her I still love her I told her how I feel She said she’s in love with Ryan and he treats her right for real Still I wait Still I wait [Bridge] “it’s weird…” “it’s like i’m watching her through a window” I still know her usernames by heart Checking for the “last online” I watch the typing bubble appear... then die I won’t ruin what they have Even if it drains me dry Some things never leave you I think this lives in me forever [Outro] “i do miss her” “i am gonna wait” (i’m gonna wait) “i am gonna wait” (i’m gonna wait) “i am gonna wait…” i still think every buzz is her... even when it's not.